Omigod, I haven't updated in forever, but there's a good excuse! Honest! With that freak snowstorm, my body suddenly kicked into hibernation, and I just woke up today! And since I wasn't ready for it, I lost WAY too much weight and I'm currently on a binge for whatever I can find in the fridge. Luckily, Piccolo went out and hunt for himself, so no worries there. But once again, I'm really sorry everyone!

I went out for a walk earlier today, and when I came back, the egg had hatched!



When I got in, he started making a lot of screeching noises and generally trying to get my attention, I think it was because he was hungry, because after getting him some meat in the fridge, he calmed down lots. He even let me pet him, because he's just a newborn, he has his downy underfeathers and they're really soft. I'm kinda worried about him though, he seems a LOT smaller than he should be, he's barely about the size of my palm. But I came up with a good name for him! Dimentio's been teaching me some Italian, and I thought the word for small, 'Piccolo', would fit him really well. I've got him on my lap right now, and he seems fond of chewing on my necklace, I'll just have to make sure he doesn't try to eat it. I don't know how to do the Heimlich on birds..

So, Guy, don't be too surprised at Piccolo being around, okay? And if he starts getting loud and I'm not around, just feed him some of the meat in the plastic container I have in the fridge.

So, I went to Sex Ed. today, and it turns out there was a project I was signed up for that I really had no idea about. I have to raise, train, and take care of a...what was it..Kargorok bird? Yeah, I think that's right. Anyways, the little guy (or girl) hasn't even hatched yet, I hope the nest I made for it suffices. It's such a different breed of bird than what I'm used to from the pictures I've seen, I wonder if it needs some sort of special nest or something. Although, they kinda look like Breegulls to me, but I don't think Kazooie would like to hear that. I'm glad I got the Kargorok bird though, I'd have had NO idea on how to raise the other monsters they had. Though, the fact that it IS a monster means I have to be strict with it and train it, and that's something I have no idea on how to do.

I guess this is how parents feel, huh?

Well, I gotta say, the cafe on Sunday was definately better than my first visit, that's for sure! Excluding the fight and my far from normal behavior. I really did have a great time once you got down to it, except I..did get a little sick from rushing there from my dorm. Guess it's a lesson learned to not eat a lot of food before going full speed to a cafe, and I don't think it helped being in my human form either...Human stomachs seem a lot more weak than bear stomachs. Even though I did have a good time, I'm not sure I'll go again, since it kinda was my fault for destroying part of the cafe, but you never know, things change.

( Semi-angst under cut )

Well...it's kinda hard to explain, really. I'm not actually sure I should even be thinking like this. I've never thought like this before, so it's a really new thing for me. It's all confusing and stuff, and I don't think puberty is helping. But at the same time that's it's confusing, it's also kinda nice. But I think I'm getting a bit off topic here. To answer the question, yeah I have..err..am. And I'm not sure if it's much of a secret considering she's my closest friend and we're always together.

..I really don't know why I did this. I guess I feel guilty for not updating a lot, my school life isn't all that exciting, apparently.

Fell asleep last Zoology class, missed out on something important.  It's all because I'm getting used to my human form, so I'm in it the most often, and it's not comfortable when I sleep, it's way too cold! I've got blankets and blankets piled up and nothing seems to help! And during the day-time, it gets too hot, and I have to take off my shirt to cool down, and everyone stares at me like I've got something on my chest which I don't because I HAVE NO CHEST HAIR and it's really embarrassing!  I just wanna stay in my bed under the covers and try and catch up on lost sleep and get away from everyone staring at me, but I have classes and stuff and I can't miss those!

So uh...anybody got any sleeping pills or a way to stay awake and NOT get tired?

Got assigned a dorm at last! With..Guy, was it? That's what the sheet says his name is. Haven't seen him yet though, wonder what he's like...ah well, I'll find out soon enough!

Kinda sucks that I can't be in a dorm with Kazooie though..

Well, I went to the cafe yesterday, and I met up with Bottles! We talked for a bit especially about how Peasley can create so many sparkles at random and then...something weird happened. Like, my head started hurting, and after that..I don't really remember. I just remember waking up in the dorm building with scones in my backpack and this..weird piece of paper with a bunch of complicated stuff on it. Did I write this? It looks like my writing, but I don't know what any of it means! Well, I recognize a few words..and there's a Jiggy on it, for some reason, but the rest..augh. I'm getting another headache, I'm gonna go lie down.

Okay, so humans have hair on their bodies in other places than their heads right? So why is it that when I'm in human form, I've got nothing on my chest? Is it because of how it is in my normal form?


I feel so unmanly. D:

I feel like I missed something really important while I was gone. Actually..a lot of important things. Some of the teachers seem really depressed, and there's a cafe, and then there's students having sex with teachers, and all these new faces, and I'm just having a really hard time remembering people's names that I see on a regular basis.

I think my brain is broken from being away from here for so long. D:

I slept in again, first day back too. I'm gonna have to get an alarm clock or something, I can't keep doing this...I do love sleeping though~ At least it's nice outside, I can still wear my shorts and not get cold..not that it matters when I'm a bear, but when I'm human, that's completely different. Gee, I feel bad for all the regular humans, you've got no fur or anything to keep you warm naturally. How do you guys do it?