Well...it's kinda hard to explain, really. I'm not actually sure I should even be thinking like this. I've never thought like this before, so it's a really new thing for me. It's all confusing and stuff, and I don't think puberty is helping. But at the same time that's it's confusing, it's also kinda nice. But I think I'm getting a bit off topic here. To answer the question, yeah I have..err..am. And I'm not sure if it's much of a secret considering she's my closest friend and we're always together.

..I really don't know why I did this. I guess I feel guilty for not updating a lot, my school life isn't all that exciting, apparently.